I feel the draining
Of the life I used to know
There was a time I felt alive
But I never felt so alone
The constant craving
Of the high I could not gain
Consumed my blackened soul
I tried to mask the constant pain

I drift away to the void inside my damaged mind
I can't sustain my body's needs for any longer
Screaming in fear but not a sound escapes my dying breath
I lie alone trapped inside my body's withering prison

This was the place I went to keep me from the world
A breath away a shallow stay
Only to awaken from the dream
What a blissful trap I found myself
But this time-this time
I took it further

I drift away to the void inside my damaged mind
I can't sustain my body's needs for any longer
Screaming in fear but not a sound escapes my dying breath
I lie alone trapped inside my body's withering prison

I am paralyzed
My mind and body
How can I end this all

I'm lying awake inside my mind
But what is it I'm after
I can hold the hands of time
But they won't surrender
There is a place I go
Where no one could ever find me
I can only hope to show you
Where I am

The thrill of breaking through the veil
My thoughts incinerate
A feast for the wicked ones ring the bell
The sounds of horrors running through my head
I can't awaken
I'm trapped in mental prison
Breathing life outside the cell
My flesh now bars me from the light

I have made it to my breaking point
I must break free from this nightmare sleep

I am paralyzed
My mind and body
The broken sky
Is all I remember
I am terrified
Of what will become of me
How can I end this all
How can I
End this all

Sometimes I wonder
What my life here could have been
If temptation for a numbing grace
Didn't creep inside my every thought
This constant craving
Of A high I could not gain
Consumed my blackened soul
I tried to hide the constant pain

I drift away to the void inside my damaged mind
I can't sustain my body's needs for any longer
Screaming in fear but not a sound escapes my dying breath
I lie alone trapped inside my body's withering prison

I am paralyzed
My mind and body
How can I end this all